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« Last post by Rich on July 29, 2021, 11:25:41 am »
Hi Steph, I feel really bad for you and the struggles you are having with your medications. I don't think I can be of much help, since I've never really had much problems with my meds (Lithium, Lamotrigine, and Seroquel for Bipolar II). I mean, I still get "lithium fog", and Seroquel still knocks me out all night long, but I don't mind it so much. The whole bipolar thing seems have caused me cognitive impairment of my memory. But I like forgetting about my life (lithium fog), and I like feeling calm like a Vulcan (Seroquel).
Also, I used to be prescribed Clonzepam for anxiety, but one day my Psychiatrist cut me off cold turkey and told me to "do breathing exercises instead". In less than a year, I was on medical marijuana - high CBD for anxiety, and 1:1 (THC : CBD) to forget about life for a while in the evenings. (I still take my psych meds). Maybe all Psychiatrists need to be supervised by Psychiatric Survivors! Wouldn't that be nice?
I really hope that you find a cocktail that works for you! I'm sorry that I can do anything more for you than to wish you well.
Rich