Hi all. I've always measured my mental health stability against how successful I am at work. Unfortunately, I am getting worse and worse at securing employment. Years ago, I gave up on romantic relationships because ... well ... I am just terrible at it. If I take a high enough dosage (of the "right" medications), then I can't function properly at work. As this is a failure to me, I am ashamed to start any new relationships. What would I say when they ask "so, what do you do for a living?" ...spinning my wheels.... I'm so glad to have found this site.
I am so happy to hear that it "is" possible to maintain a loving, romantic relationship while trying to manage Bipolar disorder. It gives a girl some hope.